Today was kind if terrible. I wasn’t efficient. I was tired and hungry all day. Experiment failed. I couldn’t read well. I didn’t get much done. I beat myself up all evening after not being able to remember part of a conversation I had with my advisor last month- and failed to email him after trying to write it for an hour instead of going to the gym. I bought a horrible peach salsa unintentionally at the store. Didn’t eat much for dinner. Went out to do my laundry. Got my haircut just before the place closed. I feel like nothin is going well for me just now (stylish haircut aside). Will anything ever change? It doesn’t seem possible right now. What is wrong with me? Obviously something.